i seriously dunno wad's
wrong with me.....
i get angry for no reason....
i get happy for no reason....i feel like
crying for no reason.....
can it be stress?depression?but frm wad?
cant be frm exams....i nv get over stressed
before over exams.....cant be bcos of family problem
cos im very happy with family rite nw.....
cant be bcos of frenship problem.....im happy with my frens.....
so wad can the reason be?
i want to talk to someone but
i dunno who....
its nt cos i dun trust my frens.....
i dunno y wont i talk to anyone
even though i want to talk to someone.....
am i crazy?oO
when i have tat mixed feeling of sadness,
i just hav to hear someone say smth nicely to me
n i feel better alrdy....but the mre i want
someone else to talk to me nicely just for awhile more....
at least untill i feel better....
i hope i can go back to my normal
self soon.^^ maybe im over reacting or smth....
who noes.....
recently after causing my mum's glass cabinet to break,
i broke a mirror....
7 years of bad luck for me i guess.....
i feel like the mre i try to help,the mre
trouble i create.....even
smeone said tat to me before(i noe tat person meant no harm)
i just,sometime feel usless n no abilities....hai~
i sound like smeone under depression.....but im nt,
dun wry....i typed this post cos when typing the
post,i was feeling sad after breaking the mirror,felt useless n
just needed to let off some steam.....
anyway,a question for u guys(i need sme advice)
''work hard now,enjoy later''
or
''enjoy the process as you grow up n learn new things''
do tag my tagbox if u hav any advice.^^
anyways,after typing all this,i feel better alrdy.^^
blog is really useful huh?
