Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 12:34 PM
I realli tink im back to my usual self alrdy...
hehehe....goody!tat means no more
moody dorcas!^^
anyways,i added a new song to my
playlist(its the 2nd song)
recommended by my sis de,the other time. :D
enjoy!
recently dere is this guy
whom claims tat he realli likes me.....
but seriously,i dun entertain guys who r nt serious....
i prefer serious relationships n im positive i can
onli find guys like tat when im in poly or working....
so i tink tat dude is juz wasting his time....
cos im ''once bitten,twice shy''^^
get wad i mean?
chances of me accepting guys now
is like 0%.......
cos i noe 99.9% of guys in sec schl
r juz playboys who treats gals like flings....
mre like a jerk,u noe?^^
(no offence to those guys)
oh,well.i juz wanna concentrate on my studies,
future,family n frns.^^
but i still enjoy looking at handsome guys!;)
ehehhehehehhe......im eviilll.....muhahahaha....
*i've gone lu lu...
Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 2:20 PM
I tink im starting to feel
like myself again.^^
yay! i wanna thank jie jie!
Jie jie,if u r reading this,
THANK YOU!so so much.
wad u said made me feel better n
assured me tat im defitnitely nt alone. :]
bcos i noe tat i hav frens whom care for me,
a loving family n most of all,you~^^~
love u,love u,love u!
(heheh,sry if this is too mushy for
some of u readers out there ;] )
anyways,exams coming!EOY some mre!
jia you everyone(including me)!
kambade yo!
Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 8:56 AM
i seriously dunno wad's
wrong with me.....
i get angry for no reason....
i get happy for no reason....i feel like
crying for no reason.....
can it be stress?depression?but frm wad?
cant be frm exams....i nv get over stressed
before over exams.....cant be bcos of family problem
cos im very happy with family rite nw.....
cant be bcos of frenship problem.....im happy with my frens.....
so wad can the reason be?
i want to talk to someone but
i dunno who....
its nt cos i dun trust my frens.....
i dunno y wont i talk to anyone
even though i want to talk to someone.....
am i crazy?oO
when i have tat mixed feeling of sadness,
i just hav to hear someone say smth nicely to me
n i feel better alrdy....but the mre i want
someone else to talk to me nicely just for awhile more....
at least untill i feel better....
i hope i can go back to my normal
self soon.^^ maybe im over reacting or smth....
who noes.....
recently after causing my mum's glass cabinet to break,
i broke a mirror....
7 years of bad luck for me i guess.....
i feel like the mre i try to help,the mre
trouble i create.....even
smeone said tat to me before(i noe tat person meant no harm)
i just,sometime feel usless n no abilities....hai~
i sound like smeone under depression.....but im nt,
dun wry....i typed this post cos when typing the
post,i was feeling sad after breaking the mirror,felt useless n
just needed to let off some steam.....
anyway,a question for u guys(i need sme advice)
''work hard now,enjoy later''
or
''enjoy the process as you grow up n learn new things''
do tag my tagbox if u hav any advice.^^
anyways,after typing all this,i feel better alrdy.^^
blog is really useful huh?
Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 1:01 PM
aaaahh!i only have tmr to finish my
art project n im nt done yet....
of course im to blame as i was given
so many weeks to complete...eheheheh....
i must rush!sob~den like tat it wont
be a good job anymre.....T-T
recently i've been having this mood swings....
usually between the feeling of happy n angry 0O
i wonder y.....puberty?hahahaha!nah!xP
i just hav alot of mixed feelings in me
n im sure wad's causing it....
now a days, i just feel like doing nth n just listen to
my favourite music.~^^~
but nw is such a bad timing for this kind of feeling....cos exams r near!>.<
i pray tat i'll be able to go sec 3 nxt year n hav enough
marks as i want to take pure sci....
but tats difficult rite?cos im the most average among
my frens....maybe even among the normal acads.o0
my only wish is to go to university n bcome a artist.^^
a simple life with not too much money but
not too little,u noe,like i don't hav to worry about
money issues. :)
but i guess my future is up to God...but
i'll try my best to hav a sucessful career tat i love.^^
......do u tink im tinking too far ahead?
i guess i just wanna plan early....
anyways,me n my frens will be opening this online shop
tat sells originally designed t-shirts. :]
do come by the site when its opened
n when u're free!^^
i love apples!~
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 10:33 AM
Konbawa mina-san. :)
today during the last lesson
(which was pe theory)
mr lai told us smth.....
dunno whether true or nt though.....
he read in the newspaper
tat tmr in the middle of the day,
in switzerland,a group of scientists
are going to conduct an experiment.
they r going to make molecules travel
20km(i tink) at realli fast speed.
and they will clash.
he says tat they r trying to create the ''big bang''
u noe tat theory about the earth came about frm the ''big bang''?
i tink mayb they wants to prove tat theory or smth....
MAYBE....if the experiment goes wrong,the earth will explode.
kaboom......i so hope it isnt true!
but as a christian,i heard frm sme1 tat
whether we will die or nt is god's control.we
cant control it.cos our lifes r in his hands.
he created us,so he can choose to destroy us.
i guess tat kinda makes me less worried....
nt sure y though...^^
anyway!juz wanna say i love u guys.heheh....
im saying dis juz in case u noe.....xP
if nth happens,den i shall say this:''paisei!''xD
Monday, September 8, 2008 @ 12:21 PM
about the other post,
about me mentioning on being disappointed
for nt being given a 2nd chance....
i thought about it n realise tat i was
being unreasonable to expect a 2nd chance......
i should've known better then that....
sometimes life doesnt offer 2nd chances....
rite?^^ well, i juz wanna take everything back i
sid about the 2nd chance ting.....
but next time, i'll be mre careful n try not
to make such a mistake anymre.^^
ja ne.
Sunday, September 7, 2008 @ 1:48 PM
I've been watching japanese
dramas recently.....
n im hooked on it.xP
the other time i was crazy over
hana kimi(jap version)
n now im crazy over hana yori dango!^^
its ''boys over flowers'' by the way....
find it familiar?if u read 8 Days,
u shld hav seen the movie ad b4.
i finished watching season one,
now currently working on season 2. ^^
but smth made me damn angry was
that the last part of the last episode
of season 1 wasnt available!>.<
arghhhhhh!its like keeping me hanging like that!
so i improvise on my own n
went ahead to watch season 2.so far so gd......
so, i recommend u guys ''hana yori dango'' and ''hana kimi'' =]
Monday, September 1, 2008 @ 12:21 PM
Yo!FYI,Hana kimi the japanese version is damn
nice!pls wach it if u havent!anyways,
yesterday i went to the
esplanade with jacqueline n i had
lots of fun! we watched a concert
called ''inextinguishable'' [the name damn long]
its like a orchestra concert.^^
her dad treat us to dinner den
left us dere to watch the concert.
n i tell u smth....the hall was like BIG.
very grand n when it started,it was realli quiet
well,except 4 those noisy teens bhind...-.-
in the middle of the concert,someone was eating sweet which sounded
like tick-tack to me....
me n jacqueline giggled abit n guess what?
she dropped her ring after giggling.... it was like quite mah lu....
lol....den she pretend tat its nt she dropped even though it was pretty
obvious.xP
n.....i spent $4 on a can of normal sprite.T-T
n i didnt even manage to finish it!! arggh!! my money flew
away like tat......
when i went home.....smth happened.....i cant say it
but what i can say is tat once i made a mistake,
my mum never trusted me again.....
she was like,''did u realli go out wif ur fren,jacqueline?''
i mean,come on.....tat hurt u noe.....
everyone deserves a second chance to mend
frm their mistakes....but i guess tats nt the case 4 me.....
...........it doesnt matter....if she don blieve me,den
tats too bad 4 me......heck lah.....
if u're wondering wad happened tat caused my mum
like tat,well, once she caught me with a boy....
but i swear we wont doing anyting!he was juz
kind enough to send me home.
of course my part of fault came in when
i didnt even tell my mum frm the start tat
i was going out wif nt onli gals but boys.-.-
well,dis is the part i admit i was wrong.
but im juz disappointed tat i wasnt given
a 2nd chance.....n bsides,i noe my parents doesnt like me
to go ouot wif boys cos they r afraid tat
smth might happen....but y cant they hav e faith in me,
tat everyting will b ok?i may b blur n unobservent at times,
but im nt dumb.i noe wads the basic rite n wrong.....
im gonna end here......
ja.
Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 12:34 PM
I realli tink im back to my usual self alrdy...
hehehe....goody!tat means no more
moody dorcas!^^
anyways,i added a new song to my
playlist(its the 2nd song)
recommended by my sis de,the other time. :D
enjoy!
recently dere is this guy
whom claims tat he realli likes me.....
but seriously,i dun entertain guys who r nt serious....
i prefer serious relationships n im positive i can
onli find guys like tat when im in poly or working....
so i tink tat dude is juz wasting his time....
cos im ''once bitten,twice shy''^^
get wad i mean?
chances of me accepting guys now
is like 0%.......
cos i noe 99.9% of guys in sec schl
r juz playboys who treats gals like flings....
mre like a jerk,u noe?^^
(no offence to those guys)
oh,well.i juz wanna concentrate on my studies,
future,family n frns.^^
but i still enjoy looking at handsome guys!;)
ehehhehehehhe......im eviilll.....muhahahaha....
*i've gone lu lu...
Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 2:20 PM
I tink im starting to feel
like myself again.^^
yay! i wanna thank jie jie!
Jie jie,if u r reading this,
THANK YOU!so so much.
wad u said made me feel better n
assured me tat im defitnitely nt alone. :]
bcos i noe tat i hav frens whom care for me,
a loving family n most of all,you~^^~
love u,love u,love u!
(heheh,sry if this is too mushy for
some of u readers out there ;] )
anyways,exams coming!EOY some mre!
jia you everyone(including me)!
kambade yo!
Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 8:56 AM
i seriously dunno wad's
wrong with me.....
i get angry for no reason....
i get happy for no reason....i feel like
crying for no reason.....
can it be stress?depression?but frm wad?
cant be frm exams....i nv get over stressed
before over exams.....cant be bcos of family problem
cos im very happy with family rite nw.....
cant be bcos of frenship problem.....im happy with my frens.....
so wad can the reason be?
i want to talk to someone but
i dunno who....
its nt cos i dun trust my frens.....
i dunno y wont i talk to anyone
even though i want to talk to someone.....
am i crazy?oO
when i have tat mixed feeling of sadness,
i just hav to hear someone say smth nicely to me
n i feel better alrdy....but the mre i want
someone else to talk to me nicely just for awhile more....
at least untill i feel better....
i hope i can go back to my normal
self soon.^^ maybe im over reacting or smth....
who noes.....
recently after causing my mum's glass cabinet to break,
i broke a mirror....
7 years of bad luck for me i guess.....
i feel like the mre i try to help,the mre
trouble i create.....even
smeone said tat to me before(i noe tat person meant no harm)
i just,sometime feel usless n no abilities....hai~
i sound like smeone under depression.....but im nt,
dun wry....i typed this post cos when typing the
post,i was feeling sad after breaking the mirror,felt useless n
just needed to let off some steam.....
anyway,a question for u guys(i need sme advice)
''work hard now,enjoy later''
or
''enjoy the process as you grow up n learn new things''
do tag my tagbox if u hav any advice.^^
anyways,after typing all this,i feel better alrdy.^^
blog is really useful huh?
Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 1:01 PM
aaaahh!i only have tmr to finish my
art project n im nt done yet....
of course im to blame as i was given
so many weeks to complete...eheheheh....
i must rush!sob~den like tat it wont
be a good job anymre.....T-T
recently i've been having this mood swings....
usually between the feeling of happy n angry 0O
i wonder y.....puberty?hahahaha!nah!xP
i just hav alot of mixed feelings in me
n im sure wad's causing it....
now a days, i just feel like doing nth n just listen to
my favourite music.~^^~
but nw is such a bad timing for this kind of feeling....cos exams r near!>.<
i pray tat i'll be able to go sec 3 nxt year n hav enough
marks as i want to take pure sci....
but tats difficult rite?cos im the most average among
my frens....maybe even among the normal acads.o0
my only wish is to go to university n bcome a artist.^^
a simple life with not too much money but
not too little,u noe,like i don't hav to worry about
money issues. :)
but i guess my future is up to God...but
i'll try my best to hav a sucessful career tat i love.^^
......do u tink im tinking too far ahead?
i guess i just wanna plan early....
anyways,me n my frens will be opening this online shop
tat sells originally designed t-shirts. :]
do come by the site when its opened
n when u're free!^^
i love apples!~
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 10:33 AM
Konbawa mina-san. :)
today during the last lesson
(which was pe theory)
mr lai told us smth.....
dunno whether true or nt though.....
he read in the newspaper
tat tmr in the middle of the day,
in switzerland,a group of scientists
are going to conduct an experiment.
they r going to make molecules travel
20km(i tink) at realli fast speed.
and they will clash.
he says tat they r trying to create the ''big bang''
u noe tat theory about the earth came about frm the ''big bang''?
i tink mayb they wants to prove tat theory or smth....
MAYBE....if the experiment goes wrong,the earth will explode.
kaboom......i so hope it isnt true!
but as a christian,i heard frm sme1 tat
whether we will die or nt is god's control.we
cant control it.cos our lifes r in his hands.
he created us,so he can choose to destroy us.
i guess tat kinda makes me less worried....
nt sure y though...^^
anyway!juz wanna say i love u guys.heheh....
im saying dis juz in case u noe.....xP
if nth happens,den i shall say this:''paisei!''xD
Monday, September 8, 2008 @ 12:21 PM
about the other post,
about me mentioning on being disappointed
for nt being given a 2nd chance....
i thought about it n realise tat i was
being unreasonable to expect a 2nd chance......
i should've known better then that....
sometimes life doesnt offer 2nd chances....
rite?^^ well, i juz wanna take everything back i
sid about the 2nd chance ting.....
but next time, i'll be mre careful n try not
to make such a mistake anymre.^^
ja ne.
Sunday, September 7, 2008 @ 1:48 PM
I've been watching japanese
dramas recently.....
n im hooked on it.xP
the other time i was crazy over
hana kimi(jap version)
n now im crazy over hana yori dango!^^
its ''boys over flowers'' by the way....
find it familiar?if u read 8 Days,
u shld hav seen the movie ad b4.
i finished watching season one,
now currently working on season 2. ^^
but smth made me damn angry was
that the last part of the last episode
of season 1 wasnt available!>.<
arghhhhhh!its like keeping me hanging like that!
so i improvise on my own n
went ahead to watch season 2.so far so gd......
so, i recommend u guys ''hana yori dango'' and ''hana kimi'' =]
Monday, September 1, 2008 @ 12:21 PM
Yo!FYI,Hana kimi the japanese version is damn
nice!pls wach it if u havent!anyways,
yesterday i went to the
esplanade with jacqueline n i had
lots of fun! we watched a concert
called ''inextinguishable'' [the name damn long]
its like a orchestra concert.^^
her dad treat us to dinner den
left us dere to watch the concert.
n i tell u smth....the hall was like BIG.
very grand n when it started,it was realli quiet
well,except 4 those noisy teens bhind...-.-
in the middle of the concert,someone was eating sweet which sounded
like tick-tack to me....
me n jacqueline giggled abit n guess what?
she dropped her ring after giggling.... it was like quite mah lu....
lol....den she pretend tat its nt she dropped even though it was pretty
obvious.xP
n.....i spent $4 on a can of normal sprite.T-T
n i didnt even manage to finish it!! arggh!! my money flew
away like tat......
when i went home.....smth happened.....i cant say it
but what i can say is tat once i made a mistake,
my mum never trusted me again.....
she was like,''did u realli go out wif ur fren,jacqueline?''
i mean,come on.....tat hurt u noe.....
everyone deserves a second chance to mend
frm their mistakes....but i guess tats nt the case 4 me.....
...........it doesnt matter....if she don blieve me,den
tats too bad 4 me......heck lah.....
if u're wondering wad happened tat caused my mum
like tat,well, once she caught me with a boy....
but i swear we wont doing anyting!he was juz
kind enough to send me home.
of course my part of fault came in when
i didnt even tell my mum frm the start tat
i was going out wif nt onli gals but boys.-.-
well,dis is the part i admit i was wrong.
but im juz disappointed tat i wasnt given
a 2nd chance.....n bsides,i noe my parents doesnt like me
to go ouot wif boys cos they r afraid tat
smth might happen....but y cant they hav e faith in me,
tat everyting will b ok?i may b blur n unobservent at times,
but im nt dumb.i noe wads the basic rite n wrong.....
im gonna end here......
ja.
